All we do is eat Amero-Chinese
Listen to music.
Watch Lost
Occasionally work on music.
And I'm starting to get bored.

"+ stick me in a fort with some white horses with looong manes, some rainbows, and confetti, and christmas lights, a bundle of kittens, and birthday cake, and some red stripes and gin, and i will be your best friend forever!!!"
-Stir

Dayum.

Disconnection was all I needed.

I'm trying to think of things to look forward to.
Mm.

The scene in my living room tonight was laughable. But I didn't laugh. I just felt bad. And stayed upstairs.

I wonder what it is that first attracts people to me. And how after getting to actually know me... what it is that drives them away.

[[ca ca ca ca ca ca ca ca canceled. maybe.//
time to hang up the ol' grin mask

yeah. that was it.
did you notice the theme?

Last night was the benefit show for Andrea. Nolan, JJ, and Myself went.
It was pretty terrible when we first arrived. Some band was playing Fionna Apple covers but making them sound like System of a Down. We proceeded to slam beers. Gavin & Friends showed up about an hour after we did and in a matter of seconds had convinced us to paint our faces with blue paint.

I ran into Diana who was noticeably drunk... she bought me a shot and kept saying sorry about some blog she wrote that pissed me off a couple weeks ago, and kept saying that I hated her. The whole thing was pretty awkward. I kept trying to talk to her about it and let her know it wasn't a big deal but wtv.

The ''dance. dance. drop your pants'' band played. Motherfucker was hilarious.

We all came back home and JJ and I smoked a bowl, listened to Animal Collective and watched one of those ''america's WILDEST videos'' shows with the volume turned down.

And I'm no longer going to the Girl Talk show, but AM going to the after party.

A newly discovered pleasure of life: Taking a shower with someone while pounding beers

I've been spending my days listening to Merriweather, playing Left 4 Dead and Fallout 3.

YEAAAAAAAAH VIDEOGAMES!!!

Oh to be 12 again.

Bird Intelligence is coming along nicely, I just never expected that making electronic music would be so much harder than any other band i've been in. It's worth it though... I really want to work hard on this because I'm tired of all my music projects sounding like shit due to lazyness.

I don't think I'm going to go see Girl Talk ... even though it'd be a 21 and up show and no annoying teenage bastards would be there like there was at JUSTICE. Travis told me to email the venue to try and get a free ticket (guess what yall I write for Ball State Daily News now!). I should actually go check my mails now to see if they responded. If not... I'm probably not going. FUCK BILLZ!