Disconnection was all I needed.

I'm trying to think of things to look forward to.
Mm.

The scene in my living room tonight was laughable. But I didn't laugh. I just felt bad. And stayed upstairs.

I wonder what it is that first attracts people to me. And how after getting to actually know me... what it is that drives them away.

[[ca ca ca ca ca ca ca ca canceled. maybe.//
time to hang up the ol' grin mask

yeah. that was it.
did you notice the theme?